HELLO :D its evening here :) last weeks i go back to my village . i mean my mother's village . while ontheway back there , i feel so bored in the car , know what im thinking ? im thinking about him haha . while in the car I drink milo ice and keep smiling when thinking about him :) haha crazy am i ? I remember about his picture holding paper " ILOVEYOU " , aaaa maybe i have falling in love with him ~ I reach sg.petani almost 4.30a.m in the morning .. its so cold there . well its village so sure its cold right ? I feel so calm when I reach there :) tomorrow morning , I woke up 6 o'clock in the morning and go outside the house to see the sights :) 8 o'clock in the morning , i follow my cousin to shop near their house , you know what , she's just 13teen years old but she looks like 17teen . we go to shop by ride a motorcycle but she drive the motorcycle not me :D hehe . she brought me around the village streets . I feel so happy that time . lastly after finish we straight go home . Suddenly we are shocked by the news that her father dying in hospital . then we all go to hospital by ride my niece's car . when we reach there , we go to ICU and look at her father , her father already died that time . she's crying . I mean all people around me crying including me . its really sad moments .then we all went to the cemetery to bury his father in the grave. it was my first time go to Cemetery .tomorrow morning , we all just stay at home . everyone is like usual , sad .. but life must go on . days by days I became closer with my cousins eventhought it was my first time at there . they are very friendly and it makes me feel comfortable :)last day at there , I feel so sad to go back to kuala lumpur . but my home at kuala lumpur not there ., anyway I hope that my late uncle be placed among those who believe :) monday night i reach at my home . i go there only for 3 days . while i at village , the mosquito keeps bite me .. arghhh i hate mosquito ~
Wednesday, 28 December 2011 @ 03:00
❤Hello :) hi there :)who? ofcourse la you. the one who read this :) guess who am I? don't know ? never know ? oh its okay. let me introduce first, you can call me abbie, abby, bii or bie :) same isn'it ? haha ya I know :) Its up to you wanna call me what. Just choose from that name given :) or maybe you have a new nickname for me? :) hee. Right now I'm sweet 17. I'm not a big deal at all. I'd rather be alone and strong than be famous and weak. believe that if someone likes u for what u are , then they don't like u for who u are. I don't look on the outside for beauty. I'm different , and I'm not just saying that to get attention like every other girl do. its suck most of the time. I don't fit into category . we all judge a book on its cover, and I learned that the hard way. I'm not perfect girl. I know the different between right and wrong and I believe that u don't have to do something wrong in order to learn from it. I'm very random and silly girl ; anyone will tell u that I'm straightedge. There is a lot more to me than people think, and I'm absolutely love the people that take the time to figure me out , which is very few. I giggle at everything , and it tends to get me into trouble. Money isn't the deciding factor in my life , how much fun i'm going to have is. I sleep as much as I shouldn't. I do have a lot of friends ,and i love them. life will be better with a soundtrack , and thats why my MP3 player is always on. I wear what i wear and act the way i do because it's who i am. I love people who are nice to me . i'm not your everyday kind of girl. remember that ;)
